First of all, I am grateful for the views on my artwork, despite how I understand that I'm basically being "ratio'd" I am hopeful to keep getting better with my work and I am working hard as a beginner to try to understand what I am doing wrong, similar to when I first started producing music, I wasn't the best on my first few tries producing as well. You will be seeing some janky things or things that don't fully line up with a professional's art, that is the main thing you need to understand. I spent like a decade learning how to do music of a lot of styles and cultures, and it makes it so its pretty lopsided like ZUN where the music is pretty bomb but the visuals are just in the middle. I work hundreds of hours on my current tracks and the SoundCloud uploads aren't even the newest versions because I usually upload drafts because it takes so long to do my work to the perfection that I want. So I didn't plan on becoming a visual artist ever, I am trying to learn how to do all of this on my own because I have no real good connections anymore, not even the guys I worked with for the game talk to me anymore so yeah.

I am not currently able to get monthly payments for disability because of a multitude of reasons but my disability is severe. Autoimmune related and also hard to ever fix. Interstitial Cystitis and other pain in a place that no guy should ever have pain in.

I just want to say that you will be seeing some new art in many different styles; I am actually also getting pretty decent at painting in raster programs and I will be showing that skill very soon.

My other style will represent a world based on my pain disorders and how it feels, I think it's important to show that part of me...I know that can be silly at times because it looks like misery, just dont think of it as someone who merely perceives themselves as tortured, I am doing it because I want to get better through my art not just wallow in sadness.